Today I woke up to text from mom with her latest CA125 levels. They’re dropping. Which is good and amazing. When I read the number I was taken aback. See we’ve been planning for the worst because we didn’t want to be blind sided. So we kept saying ok if the number is the same or went up we will be ok. We didn’t prepare for it going down. And I felt like I total weirdo for kind of just being shocked and then my sister texted me and she felt the same way. It’s like we were checking in with each other asking if it’s ok to be hopeful.  So hello hope…it’s nice to see you again.