The Waiting Game

Today is the day she meets with the gynecological oncologist.  And we are all scared.  We have no idea what he is going to say.  We are all numb and scared.  I haven’t even cried today.  I don’t have the energy for it.

They took her back into the office at 1:19pm.  They sent my brother here to “keep me company”.  I can’t stop looking at the clock.


About an hour and a half later they finally told us the news.  It is so much easier to just copy and paste a generic text to send to people.

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My sister copied and pasted the text but left in the whole this is what I’m sending to people portion.  So that gave us a good laugh. The part I left out was that if they get to do the surgery they will remove her intestines to scrape off the tumors and then put her intestines back into her body.  Which sounds absolutely insane.  I don’t even know how I feel.  The whole things feels incredibly strange.  Oh and they believe she is stage 3C.